I may be done with this field of work
I am close to being simply done with this work. I liked my jobs in banking a lot, and it wouldn't pay well to start with but maybe it is just time to change. Something to explore at least. Many companies support volunteer work so my youth work could be in that capacity (still going to run the Girls on the Run 5K in May no matter what). What is burning me out is the job search primarily, and asking to be seen as competent as well as a foundation in deep caring.