As y'all know, I am transitioning to a new career. I was toying with the possibility of working 30 hours a week, to get a little income stream and keep my skills up to date. I was offered a position with a home health company, 30 hours a week, Tues-Thurs, answering phone, filing, customer service perfect little job. I turned it down. I sat and thought about it and discussed it with my husband and decided I want to pursue jobs in my new chosen career field. Hubby said that this job would be menial to me, knowing my personality and knowing that I am really striving to make changes in my career. It's the first time I have turned down something because I thought about what I really wanted. Believe me, I am forever grateful for the opportunity but something about taking that job just didn't feel right. What has happened to me?
I will say it just feels off in my gut. I know that is no sole reason to base a decision but for me I truly could not face another office job in healthcare, after doing so for 20 years. The thought made my stomach turn. Please tell me I am not crazy.