could a personal 'a year to get fired' work? i find so much of my suffering is around work and thinking that it is being seen as pretty negative. i was thinking that i was wrong and paranoid but maybe not. So i have spent my sick time watching and listening to buddhist stuff, i wonder if i go to work as if my job could be simply gone tomorrow if that would be an interesting exercise? this is different than working hard towards getting a new job/career and different than trying to push harder to do a better job, hmmm. i see my teacher tomorrow night so i can check in