I think my holiday prep is going really well, Thanksgiving went well. I have been at work with no one there which is fine. But there is this angst huh. Like I have too many things to decide on what to do. Last night I had time, worked on a baby gift for a baby due in January, tried to make a decision about New Year's Eve, and then just didn't have a clue what to do next. I have 3 separate lists of priorities, things for my retreat committee work, lists for work stuff over the break, some personal stuff. Now I have the holiday list and I am just kinda struggling to set my schedule even though with some serious planning I can get it all done. Hmm,
And without a regular schedule so much I think I am confusing medications and vitamins.
So not all bad, not a crisis at all, but I realize when I hear people talk about holiday stress I have assumed that being more simple or for whatever reason that is everyone else and not me. That that I am superior in anything just that I should be better at all of it. Funny,..