If I had been depressed for that long I would be exploring medication. But in some ways your depression is serving you-providing you with something you need and whether you ever address it or not depends on the value you are receiving from this condition. We feed whatever serves us even if it is not good for us. This is human nature. At this point you are probably wasting your $ on therapy since you admitted not doing the homework, etc. You are not ready to change and nothing is wrong with that. I would revisit this when you are ready if ever. We are all free to choose our attitude towards life.