I am a difficult man to love. Most women I have dated have called me "exhausting" -- including my most recent GF with whom I went to Splitsville about a month or so ago.
I have been told: "Being in a relationship with you is like joining a cult."
I kind of laugh and cry about this.
But... the issue is that I simply cannot afford to live alone. So I may have to modify my behavior/thinking in several ways, which is about as easy as me pushing a mountain across a continent.