Hi everyone I guess today is venting day. Ive been gone for a few months and this place just revives me with everyones input and advice .I have been feeling progress after baby was born in August of 2105 at first it was just hang on and survive the ride rollercoaster of diapers , bottles and general catching up. After that in January I did massive purge and threw out lots of old stuff to make room for baby and new things. Now Im sort of not seeing out progress but have really been centering myself with meditation and thankfulness. So now Im in stasis where everything is stabilizing. Perhaps I should enjoy and not always be on the move to make progress. I am certainly thankful for stability and the comfort. But its a lot of work and effort to maintain that equilibrium. So I noticed that I only look at the outside progress and not inside.I would like to manage the little time to myself I have to paint or draw, to perhaps make progress in artistic self expression. Got my hands full but I guess the next step will be creative output/ artistic progress. Any similar experiences?Otherwise I think I will wait it out so to speak until inspiration or need hits.