It has reached a threshold for me, the sexual allegations are affecting my mental health. It is good in that way you get old sh&& out of your system. And it is never convenient. I have been remembering things, not like repressed memories but things that were not okay. I feel snappy, randomly angry, wanting to check out and fantasize about a decent world instead of facing that we have years of this painful shift in our society. Knowing that this shift to awareness, understanding, healing will also include victim-shaming, a backtrack at some point, and baby steps to better. I have had a really global awareness and feeling of pain, I think about what has happened to me and it seems so minor, no way to actually address it. I could pay for therapy and that just makes me angry too,
I am working with it in my own way, but wondering if other people are dealing with memories or reactions to this.