I had my check in for my improvement plan today with supervisor. It was changed twice since I was sick this week, still not 100%. However part of it was that I am STILL insubordinate. There were some nice compliments at the beginning, changing his opinion entirely from being highly critical last week. Then a point where he questioned if I was really telling the truth mildly.

I asked about a couple things that I had followed to the letter, that was what he thought I wasn't quite truthful about, but he didn't want to get into specifics. Just generally my overall work is insubordinate.

I mentioned that to 2 people at some point and they laughed, one said I am the most mellow person they know. Letting go and laughing (and working my bum off on my end of year self review and data).