And she was so supportive,
I realized that the turning point in this job was a very specific time and event in January. I am still not sure what I would have done differently, and my counselor agrees that there is not anything clear I could have done different. If I had known where it was going I guess I could have quit, but I was pretty well targeted by that point. I was ready to think I really didn't need to keep up with counseling (yeah I know, duh) and then had a night where I woke up so anxious I had to take medication again. I haven't taken the fast acting stuff in 3 weeks. I may need a little longer huh,
It just feels good, and the online counseling has been working well. I am spending about $250 a month and can email as often as I want to. She responds usually about 24 hours, sometimes a little longer but always feels in a good time. People are noticing how I look better, how I even sound better on the phone.