I love both my parents dearly and were close to both. My dad died at 73 but was very sick for 14 years and asked God to take him everyday. My mom lived to 89. It’s hard but expected. I have lost 3 friends between 57 and 67. I grieved so bad for my Best friends 19 yo daughter. I knew her from a little girl. My middle son is a hopeless drug addict and I would have traded his life for hers. Not mine to decide and maybe I wouldn’t if it came down to it. My ex is convinced he will die. We have all tried everything. No one to blame and just so sad. I can’t remember if you have other children. When my friends daughter died I spent a few days in bed. I feel sad to this day.