So just found out a really good friend of mine for 44 years just died in New York. Then the ex called me to give me some new appointment dates and then she needed to talk for a hour which I totally understand. What we have in common is our love for their son. I am so sick of losing family and friends to cancer. It’s overwhelming to be on this journey again. I keep reminding myself it’s a gift to my stepson who I adore.