Another day of profound lack of energy. I had the day off so I spent with the boyfriend; went and bummed around Santa Fe for a while but all in all didn't do much.
I think my body is just going through a reaction to all the medical stuff lately aside from having the wrist surgery last Thursday (anesthesia and a nerve block), I have been on a variety of painkillers and muscle relaxers for my other problem. Plus I became a medical marijauna patient, got my card and have been experimenting with ingestables. No wonder I feel really out of whack lately. I actually haven't been drinking that much lately but I have been thinking about all the crap I have been putting in my body (as I sit here and eat ice cream).
I find it really hard to sit here with my feelings. I don't feel like socializing, I can't make any art or play guitar yet, I feel too tired to take a walk again after walking around town. What I need to do is sit down and be happy with reading a book and watching Netflix. I really have to get OUT OF MY HEAD! Or maybe I'll clean for a while.