I would give almost anything to get the vaccine now (no I'm not going to try to find a vaccine on the black market sheesh I didn't say I'd turn to crime to get it). But very little hope of that until summer at least it seems (and then maybe it's mutates so the vaccine doesn't even work anymore). So I just try to make more and more peace with giving up the world. I really don't bother to hope for life after covid anymore as that just seems to bring on greater pain like anticipating a parole that never comes.