Originally Posted by
Zoe Girl
I am hitting another real hard knot of stuff. It is a little about blatantly disobeying child (again), and then hearing from my coworker who is dealing with life threatening illness and a bad working environment. She is so upset she cannot even see straight and I don't blame her one bit. Basically I am faced with no longer thinking that certain managers respect our area of the store or the type of work we do, and i liked them. There are coworkers I have that I report something almost every time I work with them to the upper management so that they know what is happening. These people have their protected jobs and in fact have higher reviews (this is the super secret thing I should not know) than people I report often doing a good job. So the values and work that my friend and I do are not what is respected at this work environment. And I can't afford to quit, I already lost my house while working there so I am not talking about keeping up with my lattes when I say this.
I need to find a centered peace, I need to accept that every way I have to evaluate work and people is not supported in this society. I have no idea what is important in this world and what seems to make money and help people survive, I just cannot fathom how things are but I have to make some type of peace with this.