Today I came home and checked my mail and found a letter from Arizona DES in regards to my Medicaid. It was a denial. I can't say how I felt but it was like the rug was pulled out from underneath me and I felt as if it had finally happened, that I had lost all faith in America and while I remained here I would be in a slightly zombie state going though the motions (though I kind of am already, truth be told).
Then I read the rest of the letter. Though I am very low on faith I do see a little hope. The letter went on to state that under the previous law I was ineliglibe but under the law starting 01/01/2014, the law will be changing and they will (supposedly) be rescreening folks under the new law. I feel a little hope but absolutely no trust and I guess I can relate to those who had their policies cancelled - it must feel something like this - little faith, little hope but no trust whatsoever.
I can't read the future but personally I don't believe I'll be getting the Medicare card - I don' t have enough hope for faith left to buy that, but we'll see. Rob