So today was MUCH better, I just sucked it up and admitted I had been making mistakes. Then I had a plan for how to improve that we talked about and my sup agreed with. Then I got a nice long time to do admin work without being interrupted too much. I am actually caught up, and feel like I have the plan in place to keep it up. I have noticed over this years this come in cycles and I feel like I am going into a better cycle of being able to manage. I did bring work home, I think that is just going to be part of it.
I think it is menopausal brain fog, added to my natural tendency to get into la-la land of artistic mode. I am not thinking about SSDI, I know what Teacher Terry is talking about. I am going to focus on my savings plan and my side hobby/business that I am being more financially focused on (I had a new hat idea that I have not seen anywhere before).