Zoe Girl
7-9-15, 8:42pm
lhamo this sounds like maybe you could have insight.
i have been through a wringer lately, a lot of stress, lots of people leaving with restructuring and voluntarily leaving, confusion and frustration and supervisors who say things in crappy ways. So today i went to a conference thing for the federal grant i am under. i am a little more understanding of what some of my supervisors need to do, however i have more questions than answers. the basic question is, are grants generally this confusing or should my supervisors know more about what we are doing than they appear to.
the latest is that i am only supposed to have kids at my camp that are supposed to go to my school i have been running my programs as school first, community second for 3 years. usually i get a lot from our school but this summer i didn't come close to filling so i have kids from 7 schools in our local area. i found that out today, in the middle of the conference, after 3 weeks of camp. i do tell my supervisors when i open up registration but i have been told to make sure we are getting our school kids first and i always have a few from the community. these are kids who can ride their bike to camp after all, so to me that means our community.
then i watched the grants fiscal person give a presentation about the latest publication on rules on spending federal funds. it kinda ruins our sustainability plans written into our 5 year grant (i am finishing year 3) if we charge any fees they are taken off of our award. my plan was to start charging fees for some activities that are higher priced and still provide a core of free activities, then i could use my grant money to scholarship as needed to the fee based activities and maintain equity.
i want to sit down and read the grant again for myself, and i keep thinking i can understand it all, then i watched the rules change on how we spend federal money and realize i may never get the clear answers i want. i might even need to stop being upset because i have to change things in the middle of what i am doing all the time and i think someone should have known. reality check?
i have been through a wringer lately, a lot of stress, lots of people leaving with restructuring and voluntarily leaving, confusion and frustration and supervisors who say things in crappy ways. So today i went to a conference thing for the federal grant i am under. i am a little more understanding of what some of my supervisors need to do, however i have more questions than answers. the basic question is, are grants generally this confusing or should my supervisors know more about what we are doing than they appear to.
the latest is that i am only supposed to have kids at my camp that are supposed to go to my school i have been running my programs as school first, community second for 3 years. usually i get a lot from our school but this summer i didn't come close to filling so i have kids from 7 schools in our local area. i found that out today, in the middle of the conference, after 3 weeks of camp. i do tell my supervisors when i open up registration but i have been told to make sure we are getting our school kids first and i always have a few from the community. these are kids who can ride their bike to camp after all, so to me that means our community.
then i watched the grants fiscal person give a presentation about the latest publication on rules on spending federal funds. it kinda ruins our sustainability plans written into our 5 year grant (i am finishing year 3) if we charge any fees they are taken off of our award. my plan was to start charging fees for some activities that are higher priced and still provide a core of free activities, then i could use my grant money to scholarship as needed to the fee based activities and maintain equity.
i want to sit down and read the grant again for myself, and i keep thinking i can understand it all, then i watched the rules change on how we spend federal money and realize i may never get the clear answers i want. i might even need to stop being upset because i have to change things in the middle of what i am doing all the time and i think someone should have known. reality check?