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Zoe Girl
9-20-16, 10:37pm
I will say it is going pretty well. I have a LOT of little kids. My primary childcare program has 50 kids, 20 are 1st grade and another 6 are kindergarten, that means less than half the program is 2nd-5th. I have other after school clubs that are really full, I have had to make adjustments because they are so big and I can't give my teachers that big of programs. That is a great problem to have. I already have about 180 kids registered for at least one program out of a school of about 450 and some are 3 and 4 year olds that I can't serve.

So the positives are the full programs and lots of happy people. Good relationship with the school and principal. I am functionally staffed, not critically short staffed. I am getting a lot of support for my mindfulness work, a struggle to get the time to make this work but it feels like it supports me. And I think I get to go to an amazing conference and represent our department.

The negative are the f*ing paperwork and crap. I got an email that my goals are due, goals cascaded down from the department. Nothing unusual there, although the timing of the deadline sucks for me starting school 3 weeks later than any other school. And what really bothers me is that these goals and KPIs look very much like the ones I wrote for my site 2-3 years ago, now the whole department is doing the same thing. However no one has every given me comments, feedback, etc. for when I had those goals. There are 3 things that I am seeing the department as a whole adopting that I started, without anymore more than minimal support without any type of conversation or feedback, which feels a little like stealing my ideas? But not really. Again nothing unusual in the workplace, but that leads to the other challenge, ...

the workload. I am there every morning at 6:15 and leave about 6:30 pm. I can take a break in the middle of the day and have done some DR appointments and one nap. My staff is very new and needs a lot of hands on training. So I am trying to write goals like 89% of youth will report being challenged after school, in actuality I am dealing with things like staff having drawing paper out before program starts. I am trying to hire, and the HR system is messed up and I am the hiring manager. So I need to fix it so that I can get my morning hours back, but I am working morning hours which means I don't have as much time.

I can see this settling within a month when my staff is more trained and I have some people through the hiring process. I feel like writing this out is helping actually, I am more positive than I felt on my drive home.

razz
9-21-16, 9:29am
Hang in there, ZG. The transition each new year is stressful but think of how much is coming together of which you can be pleased.

SiouzQ.
9-21-16, 10:06am
Wow, nothing like hitting the ground running..and running...and running! It all sounds good, but please make sure you are doing the best self-care you can manage each day! I'm proud of you and your stamina!

Zoe Girl
9-21-16, 10:10pm
Thank you, I feel MUCH better today after a goal writing meeting that was helpful and some real kindness from my department.

Plus one of my afternoon staff is working 2 morning shifts this week for me and I can sleep. I see my brain DR tomorrow, I have been tempted to try and reduce meds and transition off. He actually suggested I am doing well enough for that but I had to sit with it for 9-12 months.