heydude
7-20-12, 2:07am
my refinance with HARP went through!
the closing process was so odd.
it was really, well, just odd.
these loans and things are so weird. i mean, it was like almost too in and out with no human feeling.
and even though i just slashed years off my loan, it doesn't add to my lifes enjoyment. i mean, life is not defined by money or loans or whatever. i see i really have to find meaning elsewhere cause once it is paid off in full (and so much of my life energy is spent doing so), it won't make me happy in and of itself. so much of our life is pulled in by these things and having years taken off of it, well, it doesn't add life to me, at least it doesn't feel like it.
it is like seeing the man behind the curtain.
the closing process was so odd.
it was really, well, just odd.
these loans and things are so weird. i mean, it was like almost too in and out with no human feeling.
and even though i just slashed years off my loan, it doesn't add to my lifes enjoyment. i mean, life is not defined by money or loans or whatever. i see i really have to find meaning elsewhere cause once it is paid off in full (and so much of my life energy is spent doing so), it won't make me happy in and of itself. so much of our life is pulled in by these things and having years taken off of it, well, it doesn't add life to me, at least it doesn't feel like it.
it is like seeing the man behind the curtain.