Good luck, kitten! I think you'll find that once you are in a healthier work environment you are MUCH happier and more productive. I was pretty productive in my job-that-became-a-HSSJ, but that was because I had a serious commitment to the mission. Now I am in a place where I am committed to the mission AND they treat me (and everyone else) reasonably well. Sure, there are little ups and downs like any workplace, but to be away from the serious levels of dysfunction that the other place had is such a blessing.