I realize this is an aside, but I fail to see how it would be unethical to make a go fund me request for ANY purpose, as long as funds were collected for the purpose stated and used accordingly.

Some PURPOSES might be unethical (go fund me so I can pay somebody to hack into the dmv and erase my ticket, for example)

if I started a go fund me for the purpose of going out to dinner once a week (help me support local restaurants!) I see no way in which that would be unethical - unlikely to work, but not unethical.

back to the original question, I don’t know anything about the course, profession, or earning potential, but I think you seem to be in a good place right now, and I would suggest you spend the next two years in your current job focusing your professional energy there and enjoy the improved schedule and lower stress to focus on strengthening yourself emotionally and spiritually, as well as enjoying better physical habits like sleep. If you feel a need to explore additional income/business focuses, your crochet offers hat along with a creative outlet.

you seem to get really excited about “the next thing.” (Says the woman with more unfinished projects than years left in her life and a tendency to teach classes for free just because “I HAVE to have THIS ONE.”)