Wow, miss a few days, and there are 5 pages to read - way to go, everybody!! Kat, thinking of you and sending good vibes - take care of yourself! bke, I didn't think you sounded terrible, just hadn't seen the posts on the open board- now I know what you were referring to, lol. I lost my oldest kitty today and I'm taking her to the mortuary in the morning for cremation, about a third less than our vet-provided service. We'll just scatter her ashes anyway, why do I want an urn or fancy wooden box? We will miss her terribly, but don't feel the need to spend a lot to memorialize her.