I am just angry at my parents for living like that, they make the mess and Im there to clean it out. I can help but not the metaphor of me being the community streetsweeper. The have a mardi gars party and Im there for the clean up. It feels degrading since they dont appreciate the "good" daughter that I am. While other parents have rude disrespectful adult children and they would do anything to count in their lives. The buck stops here and now.