I've decided I am NOT going to look at my IRA until the day I always do, which is the first day of every month. I am so damn proud of that IRA that I started way back in the early '90's when I got divorced and was a single parent with a baby to raise. I never could put the full amount in each year but I did what I could and it grew over the course of 30 years. Only when I moved to New Mexico and had the job of managing a gallery whilst living free in the back was I able to put in the full $7000, then $7500 for a few years until the pandemic hit. Even then I was able to put money in each year until 2024 when I wasn't working due to the Thoracic Outlet Syndrome.
Last December I finally withdrew a chunk of it so I could use some of those gains that occurred during Biden's presidency. I took out $5000 to pay off my medical bills and kept $2000 for my share of basic living expenses. The sum I had at the beginning of December seemed so large to little ol' me after a lifetime of working in retail and being an jewelry artist - in fact, it was my gallery sales that had basically funded that IRA for years.
I'm just feeling kind of numb to the fact that thousands have probably been wiped out and there will still be more losses to come. I know I am but one little person caught up in this tragedy that is happening and that everyone, with the exception of the tech bro billionaires, will feel the pain of watching their hard-worked savings go up in smoke.
Oh man, don't get me started on Social Security - I was counting on it in addition to my IRA distribution and an anual annuity that I have to fund the rest of my life. Right now I am still in the middle of my SSDI case which is finally seeing a little movement after applying in February 2024. I was already denied the first time (par for the course - my lawyers filed an appeal and I am slowly working through that process). I am not counting on it though but I will continue to do what I have to do for it. Luckily, K. is still working and he has a good job. His full retirement age is December 2025.
The entire country has been turned upside-down and everything we've all counted on and thought was true is as if a rug has been pulled out from under us. Yesterday we joined the protest in Santa Fe, which has a huge population of retires so there were a lot of us older people out there protesting in front of the Capitol.